Becoming a light-worker or dark-worker isn’t something that simply occurs. It’s a witting choice, one the huge bulk of individuals never arrive at. You might have leanings toward one polarity or the other, and you may certainly experiment with both polarities as much as you want, but becoming a light-worker or dark-worker signifies making a particular commitment to command of a single polarity.
When you choose to polarize, you’re building a commitment to living a particular sort of life. It's like arriving at a commitment to a specific field that takes years to master, like preparation for the Olympic Games, becoming a musician, or becoming a chess master. You aren’t simply going to rouse one day to find that … yup… you’re a black belt, nor will you abruptly wake up and recognize you’re a lightworker or a dark-worker. Polarizing as a light-worker or dark-worker is a vast long-term dedication. It doesn’t simply occur by itself instantly from insight. The determination to polarize is a determination you make with every fiber of your being. For a few individuals it might be an innate choice, felt as a sort of calling. Other people must spend much time exploring both polarities to make the polarization dedication really consciously and deliberately. But most individuals never polarize.